...Bye Bye

Last post here.

From today, on my new blog will be at:

–é‹óƒmEden

Not going to delete this site, gonna still keep it here floating around...just to read my subscriptions (lol)

Hope you can drop by in your spare time to my new blog.
It'll continue the usual...blabbering about my life, SMAP and Eito (orz)

kore kara mo, yoroshiku onegaishimasu~ m(_ _)m

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Bye Bye xanga~

..."Tooku -e, Namida no Tsukita Basho ni"

1 Litre of Tears - Episode 11

It has been 1 year since Haruto and Aya have seen each other.  Haruto is striving in his school life and Aya is working very hard to live. Even though Aya's body is really slowing down and starting to slowly shut off, she still won't give up writing in her diary.  One day, Ako got a picture she drew posted up and won in a competition so the family took Aya back to Higashi High to see it.  Mizuno sensei got a postcard from a girl that has the same illness as Aya and has read some of the exerpts from Aya's diary and was very touched.  Mizuno sensei knew that Haruto and Aya are very important to each other, so he gave the postcard to Haruto and asked him to give it to Aya.  Aya told Mizuno sensei if one day she is needed, he can use her body to do experiments so other patients have a chance to be cured.  As a Christmas present for Aya, she is allowed to go home for one day.  That day, Ako, Hiroki and Rika all got a present from Aya.  On the other hand, Aso sensei finally realized that Haruto is no longer a child, and should follow his heart to do what he wants.  When visiting Aya, she asked Haruto to read her diary and told him to never give up his life and live on.  5 years later, Aya passed away.

Favourite Scenes:
Really can't decide in this episode. All I can say is, you won't regret watching this.

Though I really love the ending where Aya was playing basketball and Haruto standing on the side watching her...

Namida Point:
1. First time Haruto visiting Aya - Haruto to issho naita...
2. Aya telling Mizuno sensei he can use her body if needed - Mizuno sensei to issho naita...
3. Aya's letter to her siblings - Ako to isso naita...
4. When they Ikeuchi family took a picture together like the first episode - Papa to issho naita...
5. Second time Haruto visiting Aya - Mouichido Haruto to issho naita...
6. When she passed away - Minno to issho naita...

My Talk:
At the beginning of this episode, I thought "hey, it's not as teary as I thought". But I was wrong...20 minutes later, my tears started falling non-stop till the very last moment. So I cried for 40 minutes or so...
The part where no sound was made (because she can't talk anymore) that was...T_____T

The only part where I didn't really like was the ending. It might seem all touching when seeing so many people got affected by Aya, but it seemed kinda fake. (orz) Also, I think using Only Human in the ending will be better than just the plain music, I mean, the lyrics in the song really suits the theme.

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—º‚¿‚á‚ñA‚æ‚­Šæ’£‚Á‚½‚ñ‚È!@Lots of good review of your acting has been made!! ^^
Once review I saw was..."Good acting, even though his character is made up not like the others, he really bought this character to life.  However, do "idols" really have to be this skinny?"
(lol) See, eat more, gain more weight!
Also, —º‚¿‚á‚ñ, you owe me a lot of water. Even if I didn't cry 1L in the episodes in the beginning, I'm sure this episode took it all. You can repay me for making me laugh. ; )

How is it that after atleast 45 minutes watching it...I still feel like crying?

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‘各!!! (©‰½‚Ì•¶–@‚Å‚·‚©?)

P.S. As a Ryo fan, I have to say this...
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As much as I think his tears are beautiful (<--‰½‚»‚ê?!) I hope that he'll never cry...once he starts crying, I cry even more...= ="...

...Changes

Just noticed xanga might be changing it's settings later <<Dash>>(?)

hah...just as they make changes, I wanna leave. (lol)

1 Litre of Tears is on download right now, so it means that I'd probably be moving to FC2 on tomorrow/friday.

For those people in my subscription list, (<--look if you're being subscribed by me seen on the side or in your own subscribers list...) if you mind being linked to my new blog, please leave a comment here and I won't put you under my links in FC2. Or if you notice you're under my links in FC2 later on, you can tell me anytime and I'll take you off if you want.

hai...link to new blog later.

P.S. Ryo chan, Suba chan, daijoubu ka?...Take care ne! Get well soon!! >3< (When has Ryo chan never been sick in a concert?...= =")

..."1234567 It's big NewS!"

Cleaning up my "Video" file since everything there will be sadly deleted after tomorrow because of my brother's threat. Everything in there: Burn Burn Burn Burn...
Already 7 cds burned out...= ="...still I haven't burnt out ANY SMAP ones...(well, FNS...which took 3 discs...orz)
only 3/4 of my Eito/NewS (my Pink&Yellow babies~) collection, some random Johnnys stuff (eg. Fantastipo things lol) and the rest of my HYD~ rewatching some of the things while I'm at it too so it's taking half a day already~ (XD)

It's quite funny re-watching those clips. (lol) Some things I don't even remember ever watching...(orz)

Some that I found seriously "interesting":
1. NewS Nippon PV - wow...from like 2 years ago? It's funny how I remember the first time I watched it, the only person I knew was P and I said "Who the hell are they? Such terrible singers..." And now, I can name ALL of them and love Princess and Ryo (<--who I never even noticed was in...lol)
2. UraJani (unknown date) - Ryo & Princess have to go find Shibuya Street "Super Idol" and they "danced" & "sang" Kibou Yell together. Ryo's "meccha kiraiya ya!!!" and Princess's really loud laughter. lol..."Nikki"
3. Teru Teru Kazoku - This has got to by my favourite one *nods head* ahhh~~~ the "Love me tender, love me sweet" angel (XD) I can't believe he ever did this...lol...thank god I became his fan BEFORE I saw this...(XD)
4. Chibi Yasu & Chibi Ryo - I have no idea where I got this from(CIA?), but they were dancing and singing and stuff for some sort of weather report thingy cm(?)...they were like in...elementary? It was when Yasu was actually taller than Ryo. (lol) Gosh, do they remember they ever did something like this?!
5. Ai no Katamari - From 03'!!!!!! and thank god, not the Ryo & Bakanishi ver. but Ryo(who's blond and looks like a lion...lol) and Maru x Yasu ver.!! (Yasu had some dangly earrings...orz) Never even knew I had this...= ="

and here, a screen cap of that Chibi Yasu & Chibi Ryo clip:

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Left: Yasu   Right: Ryo chan (Kawaii deshou?)
From their looks...you can tell this was from way back then. (lol)
if you're interesting in seeing this, you have 1 day (or less) to tell me or else I'm deleting it.(well, it's gonna be on disc...) It's only like 30 seconds long...
(Yes, only this clip...)
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Still waiting for 1 Litre of Tears Episode 11...
but saw the the rating of it...

20.5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was as high as Monday 9's final episode!!!!!! SUGE!!!!!!
I feel like crying T___T
But my question is...why did so many people ended up watching the last episode?...The average before was about 14/15(?)...those people didn't even watch the beginning and have no idea what's happening...and they just choose to watch a girl die?...bimyou...

But...I'm proud of them for making this high. It is a great dorama. : )

trying to run away from all the sites that will ruin the last episode for me. (like it did for HYD lol) I still like to think Aya is NOT dying until I actually see it happen...

to the uploaders out there:
Please give me 1 Litre of Tears last episode!!!!!! (<--I make myself sound like a beggar...)

sore jaa~
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[Edited]

KOUHAKU SONG LIST POSTED!

SMAP is singing Triangle.

Visit for whole song list:
http://magazine.music.yahoo.co.jp/rep/20051201_001/

hahahhaa...MM is seriously singing the only song of their's I know:  Love Machine (lol)

...March 2006 Myojo

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